I do not simply wish to reach for the stars. I will struggle and claw my way there, and if I reach and am able to grasp them, I will grow angry with myself because I didn’t make an attempt to reach that particular galaxy. I don’t think I used to be...
Like the title suggests, this is either one of the last research papers I wrote in college, if not the last, which happened to coincide with the first year of Donald Trump’s presidency.
I’m gonna try a new thing! When I really like a piece of media, whether that be a piece of music, video, or dumb meme, I will post it here!
When I was a teenager, I went to chamber music camp. No, seriously.
For reference, this is an essay I wrote about 7 years ago, during one of my first undergraduate courses, a class on comparative literature. I can’t even remember what the prompt was, but the subject we were meant to discuss was “creation and life.” This is what 18 year old me wrote....
Just because you were a victim of narcissistic abuse does not mean that you are worthless.
Not everything is your fault.
You did it! Great job. Fucken top notch.
You are one step closer to an awesome-r life.
You visited me in my dreams once more,
Fingers clutching at your roots
one eyelid goes up
no, too much effort
To my love,
It feels as though, with each new loss, you emerge once again in my consciousness.